Monday, 21 November 2016
SCBWI dooby doo .. where are you? In Winchester #scbwicon16
It was lovely, but it was November and my mind was on other things - the Friday Night Critique.
After all, a writer should be read, feedback is invaluable, but it doesn't make it any easier - submitting and exposing your work to others. There's those voices, 'It's not good enough' 'It is only a first draft' 'It's a work in progress.' You have to put the excuses aside and listen. We gathered at the University to follow the Ursual Le Guin method of critique - Shut up and listen. As my group diplomatically critiques my writing, I see what I have been in denial about - Some of it's shite (they didn't put it so bluntly) but there's a good story there, I've just got to re-write it. I'm happy to take and give constructive criticism from such a supportive group, after all, we're all in the same boat.
Saturday I trudged back up the hill, cutting through the atmospheric graveyard, brave solo in the light, and settled to hear the keynote from the wonderful David Almond. I'd seen David some years before at the Cambridge Literature Festival. I love his work, the brave and poetic prose of My Name is Mina and Skellig, the dance of words in Savage. He's a writer who releases the creative without fear. He didn't disappoint either.
A writer recently said to me, 'Gone are the days when a writer could just write, like Roald Dahl disappearing into his shed.' That may be true to some extent, between the blogs, tweets, forest of social networking, personal networking, submissions, rejections, self promotion, agents, publishers and school visits we need to prioritise one thing - THE BLOODY WRITING! Thank goodness for David Almond reminding us to do just that.
With his soft Geordie lilt he enchanted the audience from start to finish and assured us that in uncertain, mad times,
'What we do is even more important than it has been before... we write for children in a state of becoming - forward thinking and moving - its an act of growth.' In the Northern town where David originated, although a rich and beautiful place, he wanted what most kids want, to be someone, to be a famous footballer or pop star, to play for Newcastle. But he made up stuff and when asked what he wanted to be when he grew up said, 'I want to be a writer.' This was an unusual persuasion for a child from Felling-on- Tyne and often met with the reaction, 'Oooh you need a good imagination to be a writer lad.' Although he doubted it, it wasn't a problem for David, who believes we're all deeply creative. From the moment we utter our first sounds we're creating, we're communicating in that babies bawl that becomes language, that becomes us.
His mother would take him as a babe in arms to his uncle's printing place down an alley in the town. There the infant David would light up as the presses rolled into motion, cooing and gaping at the most beautiful thing, that print. 'Black print on white paper is gorgeous.' He was influenced by the story tellers in his family, his aunty Jan, who had hardly read a book, could hold an audience spellbound when telling a story. My father is the same, illiterate until the age of twelve he wove stories in those Liverpool back rooms and can still spin a tale in his seventies. It's these human voices that inspire us, the parent at bedtime who tells a child 'once upon a time' the sharing of stories is a human trait. David cites his shared story place, the local library, as being a huge influence on his life, as it was for so many of us, where books to buy were a luxury. It was just across the street from where he played football, imagining he was a famous footballer as he played. 'The more I went into the library, the more I wanted to be a writer, to see a book I'd written on the shelf.' He had a fantastic day a few years ago when he went back to the library he visited as a boy, put his hand up to the shelf, and there it was, a book by David Almond and the ten year old boy inside him said 'yeahh.'
Skellig came from nowhere. He was walking away from the postbox having just sent a collection of short stories to his publisher (Counting Stars), when the first line ambushed him:' I found him in the garage on a Sunday afternoon.' He draws a calendar and notes how many words and days he's written each day and each week. There is still that familiar feeling of being adrift, it can come in the middle of a manuscript, the feeling that 'I just can't do it anymore, I don't know what I am doing.' It is only by force of will that he finishes at all, writing in cafes and libraries, the shed was too cold.
With his inspirational words ringing in my ears I stay for his workshop, 'Release the writer within' and find creative exercises that I can put to use with the reluctant writers and readers I teach for my bread and butter job. After lunch I attend the Practice your pitch workshop where I'm paired up with a picture book writer, and me YA. It's a good mix. We discuss the wrestling of a concept into a three line 'wow' and laugh at our choice of Hollywood style pitches. If your book were a movie it would be?..... 'Alice in Wonderland meets Houdini in Blackpool.' 'Curious George meets Hairspray' - work out the storyline from those!!!
I sneak off for the walk down the hill and a late afternoon kip in my sumptuous B&B - Two Bare Feet, before donning costume and unwieldy wig and finding a like minded soul to walk to the party with.
The party is full of cracking characters, there's a mass book launch (I didn't realise Patrice Lawrence was here, I missed her at YALC and would have brought Orangeboy for her to sign) and a great compilation rejection video. I'd had an email rejection that very day, so laugh heartily and wryly at the 'not quite right for our list' section. Sunday there is an informative and sobering keynote from Sarah Davies of the Greenhouse Literary Agency and I make the self-publishing workshop with the inspiring Susan Price, Sarah Towle, Sarah Inglis and the wonderfully named Roxie Munroe before heading back after lunch as domestic matters call.
Armed with a notebook full of names and inspiration, it will take me a good while to work through everything, I was delighted with my first SCBWI conference. It didn't disappoint; Great speakers, amazing volunteers, friendly networks and a bunch of lovely writers, illustrators, publishers and creative people. A space to compare notes and discuss like minded interests. Instead of having to 'hide' my calling in the day job or my embarrassed shuffling mumbles announcing I'm a writer to friends and family, here I was given the assurance to sing it from the rooftops - I'm a writer and proud. As David Almond put it, 'We are ordinary, but we are also extraordinary.'